I don't want to be the expert on babies dying.
I don't want to be ONE OF THEM.
I don't want to be the mom that is called in the middle of the night to be asked about going into labor premature. I don't want to be the woman who know's all the answers to give about premature babies, and babies born with birth defects.
I don't want to be the person who know's how much pain a family will be in those first couple days, months, and even years.
I never realized how many babies died, how the dream of a healthy pregnancy can be shattered in an instant. I never realized how widespread the effects of miscarriage and pregnancy loss really is.
I don't want to be one of the mommy's who is crying for her babies.
I don't want to be without my babies.
I don't want to be blogging about my don't want to be's...