Saturday, May 23, 2009

Mail...UGH!

I got a postcard in the mail today addressed to David. For the NICU reunion.

I can't stop crying.

Nothing in this world would mean more to me than to take my baby boy to the reunion. BUT I CAN'T!!!!

I'm going over the deep end...I'm so sad.

12 comments:

Michele said...

oh honey, i'm so very sorry. that is heartbreaking. praying for you...

Trennia said...

Bless your heart..I understand I get mail stating your baby's 1st birthday celebrate with blah blah blah...Emily would have turned 1 May 3.I understand your pain.I'm sorry my friend you got that in the mail.I too wish your little man and sweet daughter was here, as well as I wish and want my babies her too.,

Inanna said...

I hate it when things like that come out of nowhere :( So so sorry, mama. HUGS.

John Gensic said...

We're praying for you. I can't imagine how frustrating it is to be constantly reminded of sensitive memories.

Jenna

Anonymous said...

I'm very sorry :(. I can only imagine how terrible that was for you.
May God bless you all with His peace and strength. You are all in my prayers.

Tobacco Brunette said...

I'm so, so sorry. How unsettling...thinking of you.

Alexicographer said...

I came over from LFCA. I'm so sorry about your losses and that stupid card. You'd think a NICU, of all places, might have some sensitivity to how uncertain life is.

Sue said...

I'm so sorry for the mail and for the enormous losses you've suffered. Thinking of you...

S said...

oh crap...I'm so sorry for that massive emotional blow. it hurts terribly, especially when its unexpected.

we had the same thing with emails about our daughter's weekly development (she died just before 21 weeks). luckily those were easy to unsubscribe to. Now, despite my best efforts to get away from all the other sites I excitedly signed up for (stupid me), I'm STILL getting emails.

am thinking of you and sending you some major hugs.

take care mate..

Elizabeth said...

How excruciatingly painful. I'm so sorry not only for your loss, but for the things that rub salt into the wound even more.

Aunt Becky said...

I'm here from LFCA and I am so, so sorry. I can't imagine how awful that must feel.

areyoukiddingme said...

It's so hard when you get the unexpected blow. I'm sorry you had to have that in your mailbox.