I know a lot of you check on my blog frequently and I just want you to know I'm just here. I've sat down and tried to blog some a couple times, and it has been too overwhelming. I'm numb from the inside out, I just still don't know how to accept David is gone.
I have been sleeping with the small blanket the hospital gave David when we were there, but I am so afraid I am going to ruin it, or that the yarn with unravel. So today my mom went and got the outfit we left David in at the hospital and I bought a bear to put it on. I will forever sleep with my Lil Hero bear.
I will try and write more soon, just give me some time. Thank you to all the people who have been there for me. An extra special thank you to Peter and Michele, daddy and mommy of Nicholas, Sophia, and Alexander. Our angels are together looking down on us. Your family has truly touched the lives of me and my husband. You have found a friend for life.