I know a lot of you check on my blog frequently and I just want you to know I'm just here. I've sat down and tried to blog some a couple times, and it has been too overwhelming. I'm numb from the inside out, I just still don't know how to accept David is gone.
I have been sleeping with the small blanket the hospital gave David when we were there, but I am so afraid I am going to ruin it, or that the yarn with unravel. So today my mom went and got the outfit we left David in at the hospital and I bought a bear to put it on. I will forever sleep with my Lil Hero bear.
I will try and write more soon, just give me some time. Thank you to all the people who have been there for me. An extra special thank you to Peter and Michele, daddy and mommy of Nicholas, Sophia, and Alexander. Our angels are together looking down on us. Your family has truly touched the lives of me and my husband. You have found a friend for life.
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I haven't been commenting on much as of late -- but I do want you to know that you are thought of and are in my prayers. May God bless you richly as you go through this tough time, and may you know that you have many that care about you (including me!)
We often sleep with the blanket the hospital gave us. They gave it to us with Nicholas, then we wrapped both Sophia and Alexander in it. We plan on wrapping any children we have in it. I've washed it (once) but I still smell them all on it. I say sleep with the blanket as long as you want. I slept with it for weeks after Nick and Sophie, then it sat under their box for months. Finally, I washed it and put it in a drawer, but brought it out often. It travels with us as well.
You guys have our prayers, always. Thinking of you...
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